hey mum , you know how it feels when you get scolded for no reason ?
you know how it feels when your own mum tlk to you like this ?
you know how it feels when your own bro call you a jian nu ren ?
youdk .
then can you pls stop hurting me this way ?
CAN YOU PLS STOP YOUR THIS ASS NONSENSE ?
how long more can i show you this strong side of me ?
you'll NEVER know .
you made me hate home , HATE YOU .
how smart eh ?
i will never cry in front of you ever AGAIN i swear .
ps i only cry in front of ppl i trust .
sad to say , MUM , I WILL NEVER TRUST YOU MORE THAN MY FRENS .
if you ever ask me what can you do to gain my forgiveness ,
how i wish i can ask you to die .
buT , i'll never do that .
becos mummy , I STILLLOVEYOU .
when can i say that to you again ?
it'll never be th day called ytd , today or tml .
becos your actions had shattered my heart into pieces .
kay mum, can i ask you ?
What is my fav colour ?
What i like to eat ?
What i eat for lunch today ?
or simply , how much do i love you ?
I know i know , you'll be speechless ,
wow , can i ask you one LASTLASTLAST question ?
do you love me ?
kay , your answer would be totally diff fom your actions .
so this lady here i'm talking to , when are you going to realise how much i'm aching ?
i think , not so soon .
On th day you realise it , i bet i'll be so damn feelin numb alr .
When will be th day you can hug me and tell de that you love me ?
JOEANN , FAT HOPE . is that what you gonna tell me ?
MUMMY , I STILL LOVE YOU