Why problems keep coming to me
what's wrong ?
no one day peace ?
life's just so tiring man .
but . WHAT TO DO ? (js'phrase)
i hated that phrase .
everytime he say , i got pissed .
but now i think its a very good thing to ask yourself .
JOEANN , YOU HATE LIFE , WHAT TO DO ?
lol , first was jess .
i think it's just our prob that we ouldn't stand her .
disliked her . WHAT TO DO ?
THEN , suresh .
after being angry with him for so long
WHAT TO DO ?
followed by lydia .
WHAT TO DO ?
kay , a big thankyou to lydiaand me (:
she made me change th way i look at jess , and her .
WHAT TO DO ? ( so now its solved )
i talked to suresh .
whoots .
he also talk to me nicer .
i'm so harpee .
WHAT TO DO ? (thanks suresh )
hmmmm .
now big news .
pastor tiak .
he's angry .
how .
die .
he wanna me apologise
when i alr said sorry .
he say i'm rude
i've always been like this .
he use his phone kok my head .
damn pain , i never even care .
then he still like that ?
wow , pastor .
thanks man , thanks for making me learn how to cry silently .
thanks for making me feel numb .
thanks for your KINDNESS and your TONE .
you're so AWESOME , arn't you ?
what to do ? ( i'm so helpless )
yeah , thanks for saying me childish .
don tell me you're never once like that ?
not even once ?
agry with me all you want .
that girl call joeann doesn't care .
this is my prayer :
father , i just pray that i'll accept ppl's way .
that i'll know that although they're so bad to me , they still love me .
i also pray that i would not get hurt so easily .
or even ...... just stop crying anymore .
idw to cry everyday , becos of stupid things .
lord , let my heart be numb .
dont let anyone stab me again .
idw it to be bandage again and again b4 it fully recovers .
i just pray that i'll be stronger and learn to 'love ppl .
i pray all this in jesus name amen .
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pls , look at how small my heart is , count th scars .
look at how heavy are th prob i'm trying to carry ,
look at this girl that is so helpless .
help me .
