I really regret alot of things tis year.
I damn stressed. Feeling damn down.
Everyday no mood. Thinking bout my life.
Thinking bout everything i have done.
All the embarrassment. All the wrong stuff i have done.
I keep saying i wanna change. But everyone knows i cant.
And i know i cant.
I cant seem to concentrate on my studies. Cant seem to concentrate on anything
All i can think of is how much i screwed up in being a person.
I've let so many people down.
i copy this from nat's blog .
it's like ... how i feel can . im feeling so stressed .
AND SO SCREWED . LIKE A LOSER .
omg , idk wut's wrong w me manz !
zzz , now im crying . JOEANN'S CRAZY .
my heart is aching like dog like that , but idk why !
too stressed ba . roars , everytime i cry my stomach will pain .
zzzzzzzzzzzz ! plus ppl say i look ahlian and stuffs .
but thats how i look ma , i cant change it right !
but thats not th main reason why im feeling like this .
I WANT TO SEE PLANES .