in my entire life , i only really really like 2 guys before .
my first one .

this pic , reminds me of th fun we had .
reinds me of th love i had for you .
like omg , i cant believe that i stay up till 2 plus just to talk to you everyday .
i cant believe that i actually liked a guy like you .
hmmm , like i wonder why i like ppl like you in th first place ?!
not that you're bad , but its just outta my expectations .
i know i'd hurt you alot , im sorry D:
i just need you to tell me that - i forgive you .
thats all . i know thats hard .
but y'know wut , ppl ask me wut if you tell me you still like me ?
and confess to me agn .
i told them that i would slap you and say '' you bastard ''
but actually i wont .
i'll hug you and say
'' im sorry that i'd made you hurt . seeing you like this doesnt make me feel any better . yeah , its time for us to move on . i admit that i still feel hurt and will cry over this thing until today , but its impossible for us to get tgt agn . ''
i know that he wont say that to me but . yeah .
sorry boy .

i took this pic when i liked th 2nd person uhhuh .
he's super cute and lengzai uh .
and , he's th type of guy i'd always wanted .
like some chao ahbeng , but v nice to you de .
i wrote your name n th card but obv i wont show .
you promised me that you wont smoke agn ,
i bet you're doing it now .
you promised me that you wont do stupid dares like stealing condoms ,
you did it over and over agn , and you dw to tell me .
i every took pics of every promises you've made and its still in my phone .
'' i'll search high and low , everywhere on earth even the most dangerous places just for u ''
so wut now , you wont isnt ?
'' I WILL QUIT SMOKING :D ''
whr did that promise go ?
i swear i still have feelings for you -.-