freak this . freak . seriously .
i dare to blog cos you wont read .
you wont , right . and let me tell you .
if you eve read this , nah im not talking bout you okayy .
NOT YOU . dont bhb . NOT you . no , okayy ?
y'know ..
i poured out everything when im on th phone w him just now .
telling him every single thing bout you .
he complained i got [your] fever .
see, that guy's awesome .
he helped me call you and blah , duh , i recorded .
look , this is how crazy i am for you .
everynight , i'd been listening to our recorded calls so that i could sleep .
listening to your beautiful voice makes me tear .
well , its so beautiful to me .
i ahem everytime i think bout you .
well fine , since you said that .......
yeah , i knw . if its yours , it'll stay w you .
if its not , dont dwell on th past and hold on to it like no tomorrow .
i understand , finally .
but just , tell me why you're so hard to forget .
DONT remind me , im NOT over it .
get it , im not over it . and yes , i know you're hurt .
wut can i say ? im sorry .
